orientation week.

10-14th of May 2010

the orientatiton week.

piranha,S.o.T

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一切将从零开始.

槟岛.

我来了.

从今天开始将在这里长居2 年4 个月面对diploma.

一切将从零开始..

我会努力的

顺啊!!

我也会想你们的.

这几天妈妈都一直很娘的叫我耶
她说要多叫几声...
怕过后要叫没得叫了!
我真的觉得亏欠妈妈的真的太多了..
少了我,这个家..
就剩下妈妈和弟弟了..
爸爸一大清早就去上班..到夜夜才回家.
弟..你刚才真的有打动到我耶.
我不知道你到底懂不懂自己在说什么啦..
不过,
你刚刚的那句''哥,你去槟城读书..我会很想你哦..想你想到不能睡''
...
这句话真的很窝心,也很伤心耶!
根..
对不起,我说不出口..
其实,我也很舍不得你们,舍不得这个家..
根,我希望你真的要乖哦..
家人都好像对你也没什么期望了..
只是做好一个爸爸妈妈的本分.
将你送上学,给你吃的暖的..
我很了解,单单这样是行不通的.
哥也曾很努力的教会你很多..
不过,哥也能做的就只是这些了..
现在..哥要走了..
到遥远的地方读书..
你呀..就要乖乖听妈的话..
不过,我知道你会的啦..
起码,你还比哥听话的..呵呵.
多陪妈多说些话吧..
她每天从早忙到晚的.
整天把自己关在家里,
有血压高.就要好好调整自己的食量,多些休息..
你这个大儿子,其实真的没有你想象中那样差的..
只是真的觉得很难沟通..
是所谓的代沟吧..
反正,也十多年了~..
日子也是很平静的渡过..
你说你心里有数.我改天会怎样怎样..
妈..我想说,我永远是你儿子..
永远都是.

ahhh
妈!怎么了..
我越写越感性了!
好好,一旦有假期我一定会回来看看你们的啦!
两年多不会长啊..
我相信很快就熬过的..
加油·保重

hey,friends thanks!

here is my 10 king family again
(less a dixon gor gor and a nicole jie jie)

these days,

having a lots of gathering with them.

lot of fun..hv lot of moment together.

i'll depart to penang soon.

well,these bro and sis is my happy pills.

they give me a gift tht

i wil never get lonely.

friends,again.thanx!

appreciated here.

u all are really f**king amazing!!

hahaha.

cheers for our unsplitted relationship!!

;O

又不一样的一天

今天又是生命里特别的一天..
没什么特别,却感觉好疯狂的特别.
一大清早,
唱唱K,逛逛街,吃吃东西的.
酱又是一天咯
不过我怎么感觉过得好像好充实呢.
不用说,我也知道,因为身边多了一个你.
只要你有在,一整天赖在床上无所事事也是很充实的.
就是酱.呵呵.
来来~
记录今天的点滴:-)
1)你的morning call没来得及接,
却能感觉到你就在身边,要我起床..
2)你今天画了妆,
穿得很好看,配上你的迷你裙,是裤裤,对不起..;D
真是加分..靓妹!!
3)''在KTV说爱你''..不知道你有没有用心听进去?哈哈
4)我买了一件短裤!你去买外衣~
想买送你.你不给T,T
就说好的,送你一个手表.
好像不是很好看,也不是很好带.
就当它是今天的一个替代品吧.
看到它,就想想今天,就想想我吧=)
5)gasonline的气氛蛮浪漫的.
想呆久些,时间却不允许了.
不过,希望你记住我为你切,喂你吃的那份''东东''.
我觉得我切得很加分耶.哈哈
6)我的''回忆文件夹'''里今天又多了一个照相夹.=)
今天总共拍了25张.
每一张都很喜欢.
(因为都很相似)=.=
我喜欢,你拉住我的左手,好像怕我走掉酱..
我喜欢,你靠在我肩膀..很依赖的样子.
我喜欢你当时按这边,按那边的..
好像在帮正晕车的我打通血脉..
哈哈..
糟糕
你怎么能这样..
我会被甜死耶.
现在,不知道怎样了..
_________________________________________

today buddy,forever buddy! ♥

.

here are my 6J bro and sis.

today have a small smal gathering with them;)

miss'em soo much.

-Ken yap

-frederick

-andy wong

-kok tong

-kelvin

-shan shan

-jing jing

-chong huang

-jochim

since standard 6 until now.

this is the first time meet'em back.

very glad.

really.

our relationship will never get broken easily.

i love them so much♥ ♥ ♥

6J always ROCK!

siblings,all da best!^^

我回来了!!

出去玩玩两个星期,终究觉得还是家的感觉好!

太想念她了..

没有她好难过哦~

penang vs alorsetar

舅舅来槟城接我去吉打了..

在槟城呆了差不多一个星期..

又将在吉打呆多一个星期去..^^

没办法~谁让我酱得空~..时间多的是~;D

到了吉打表弟的家后,

突然觉得是两个世界耶!

KEN的家豪华气派!

大房大车超海派的!

想要啥就有啥的生活..

转过来看看,槟城阿公滴家~

当然比不上人家的豪华..

最值钱的只是这一个小小的云吞面档口,

反而..我觉得呀,

槟城的人情味深重过那豪华生活的东西耶..

真的,我现在终于肯低头于

''金钱真的不是万能的.''

有了财富,却好像会一定失去一些看不见的东西似的!

阿公与我

刚刚早晨,

被阿公叫醒,

问我要不要去档口.

擦擦眼睛就起床了..

阿公有脚踏车却不骑,

宁愿和我一起走路过去面挡.

他说人老了,走走路锻炼身体!..

很少机会能这样亲近的和阿公在一起..

阿公他今年也73了,他真的老了.

不过很活泼!

哈哈..他连走着走着看见路人也会想跟人比赛跑耶!

超很爱现的!!^^

我阿公他呀最疼我了.

因为我是颜家滴男长孙咯!

可惜我却从小没在他身边好好孝顺过他..

希望过去槟城留学时还来得及吧!!






我爱阿公！

阿公万万岁

1st tried!

i drived today in PENANG! ;D

thx for my second uncle!

soo happy let me drive his car.

he teached me lot.

and i able drive an auto-car right now!

driving is not hard.

though auto is more simple lah.

he promised going to let me drive MANUAL car soon ;D

hehe.exiting!

26 april gonna JPJ test.

i obviously drive as a PRO-driver start from now!;D

this can counted as my 1st try to drive car niah

summore drive until soo far woi..

GILER uncle.

thts too crazy ler bah?

dint put d traffic police in eyes? xD

passing alots of CARs,

traffic lights,

passerby,

U-turn,

busses,

and the DOGs!! duwan go aside!

my uncle asked me on off on off the spotlight baru siam aside!

stwpid dogs..xD





overall,

really SYOK!

in KL never have this kind of chances loo.

now dreaming to have a car for own neh.

hihi.

begging papa buy another car?

''wait i tiok TOTO jackpot''..pa will answer lidat.

...

清明节

吃到18岁了,
今年就趁闲着没事做,一个人特到槟城去''尽一尽孝心''的..哈哈
难得有这个机会嘛..^^

今天,一大清早的,就被叫醒准备去清明
每年的清明应该都是这个样子吧,
亲戚们,三五成群地,各自各自带了贡品''上山''去.
我也带着诚恳,忏悔,好奇的心去祭祖

到了墓地,大家就很快地开始了各自的工作,
我这个似乎''外国留学回来的孩子''----一直被他们讽刺!哈哈
什么也不懂,就只能帮他们挡挡太阳咯..呵呵.
也有啦,帮能帮什么就帮咯,
大人叫我做么我就照做就对啦..xD

就这样,今天去了三个墓地..
'''祖父滴祖父''-年松林
'''祖父滴祖母'''-侣玉教
'''祖父滴父亲'''-颜秀文
'''祖父滴母亲'''-鸥亚美
厉害吧...
这些都是几百年历史了耶..
这些名字一定要给它传下去!!

今天,才知道..
原本我的家族不是性''颜''的耶..
是..''年''叻..哈哈哈..
好好笑哦这样..
听他们说,以前曾祖父他们是当官的叻!!
开玩笑..我有一个当官的曾祖父叻.
为什么传到我酱笨的...==

到我这代,已经第五代了耶..
而我生为长曾孙的.
一定要替我们''年''家..发扬光大吧!
哈哈^^

清明节逃不过的是寒热的天气吧..
都被烫黑了..
不过在热热闹闹,有说有笑地,
了解了很多家背的事情,
真的还不赖!
^^

weeeeE for PENANG!! ;D

tomorrow goooooo penang le loo!!

arghH!H!


will gonna stay there for soo long soo long ler loH!!!


sooo miss my family...my frens...my blanket..

and specially YOU!


sooo bu se de,soooo suffering
im really leaving..

..


for 1 WEEK boH!!!

..=.='''''
hahaha..

seem sooo ''long'' izit?=x


haha..
jus prepare up my feeling.
later i really will going penang for 2 years 4 months for studies lehh..
so,now jus as a ''practise'' bah ler
><

...
though 1week nia,
kinda berat hati oso liao lohh..
T.T''

FRIENDSHIP。

FRIENDS.

my soulmate

uh!=P

soo nice to met them.

not only them actually.

its a PLAYFUL gang.:)

still waiting for d chance to meet them again.

^^..all d junior friends in skul.

some of them dunoe got treat me as their friend onot leh?

but,for me..

seriously,u all are listed in my friend too!

OH,yep good luck for u all coming SPM.:)

JUNIOR gang!

haha.here the another one!

same ''level'' de chinese =)

sure is old friend liao loh.

though not so ngam key always*

opss.hehe^^
CHINESE gang

aHa>!
here my classmate.
most of them is since from form 1 luh.
be with them 5 years luu.
alots of memory togther.
lovely CLASS gang?
^^


oH!..
十兄妹.
nonid say muxh.
ths is my BEST friend.
toward me for grow!
lead me the way when imma lost.

their advice,their caring

very appreciate and glad with them^^

although sumtimes bit kanasai,

they are my CRAZY gangEVER!=p

em..the UTAR GANG.
though not close yet.
knw them from KATH one.
still waiting been approved to be one of ths big family
=p


________________________________________________________

Everyone hears what you say.

Friends listen to what you say.

Best friends listen to what you don't .

Frankie's day.

specially for FRANKIE CHEW :)



HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!

just like that.

specially for kathryn.

always blowing me faster update d blog!

..>>>haha

recently vry stick with u hor.

always wanted to see u.

gonna sick?xD

maybe cool war tired ler..

jus realise tht our relationship kenot say end jiu end deh

dun be stubborn liao,

u're still got OPPS kind feel to me eM! :p


Soo suffering always remind myself tht im not yours,and ur not mine anymores

don't crossing the line,no talking,no nearing always make me wanna die as hell

it was really diffrent last time to spilt up,i felt the mind was relieved at all.


ths short period really come to the end.

1 more month we will be flying apart to continue our study road.

sooom,bu guan ler.

not thking muxh now.

no hiding hiding liao.

no matter got future no future leaaa...

just wanna spent my time togther wif u for the last one..


JUST LIDAT okay!


draw an ending memories in an envelope,and post it to GOD.

after 3 years,lets see whats going to be?

^^..


good luck!

sien.

sien ooi..

sein lei..

SEIN aRgHH

everyday keep doing the same thgs..

i beh tahan d LOH!..

hv to plan sumtin else lai do wei..

...

[TARC]

today went to midvalley da education fair.

act im went thr before wif my group of senior frens.

still rmb tht time im quite BORING at thr.

and now,1 year after....

and,so fast..now its MY turn!

more den 600++ de skul thr.(i nt thk so)

wif my granma,3rd uncle,papa,mama,didi hahaha..


i lead them to TARC (cheapest place) lu

i find a chinses speaker for them.

bt,as our low-education family...

so,tht ppl keep telling the process and the fee..

and im beside explaining why the fee so expendsive.

HAHA.yea.felt like vry sampat.

wat can do,the fees seem more important for them

soo,after some discussed

wif no any miracle,imma reli hv to enter TARC.

--------in PENANG.(hometown)


apply for BANKING & FINANCE diploma courses

about rm 9 ,000++

for 2 years+4months


wif alots of loan,
haih..haih.

what can do..

ask me enter goverment one i duwan.

HAHA.

gogogogo!

swear mus study hard d !!

gotta going penang near MAY.

bye friends!!

im feel no problem leave everythg here liao.

since,she'll alwasy in my heart..

i'll brg her soul along thr.

^^



whooo!
going to be a member of TARC.
=)

2 years anniversary.

from 13-3-2008.
and NOw,
it's already full 2 years!

虽然表面上的我们早已不在一起了..
不过,彼此之间那种明白彼此心里的感觉依然还活着.
我们能不顾一切的向对方坦白,
当我们累垮时,还有对方的肩膀依靠.
当我们伤心时,还有对方的拥抱安慰..
感觉孤独时,还能牵牵对方的小手..
这样已经很足够啦..

不舍得对方离别的感觉..
却希望对方能找到自己的真正幸福..
只能说真的很矛盾..

如果当初我们还能撑到现在..
真的已经两年了..

今天的庆祝虽然一般.
但却能和你在一起渡过今天.
真的很兴奋,
真的很满足了.
你留下的这本''幸福''..
我真的感觉很有意义..
很喜欢..谢了.


当初分手,让我们都失去了伴侣.
但过后,却很庆幸地得到了一个知心的伴友

很感谢你,
也再次衷心的祝福你.



两周年快乐。

11/3-IMPORTANT day.

><

OH.

i get my 18 yrs old SPM results.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia.

ummm,how mani ''A''s i get?

1..2..3..4!

4loh,2A and 2A-

MATH-A
SEJ-A
MORAL-A-
PHY-A-

others,all B.
PLUS,1 C+ for my noob ADD MATH.=)


i dunoe wat suppose to react..

-shld ''har,4 ONLY?!''

-or shld ''YES! i hv 4!!''

it seem doenst important anymore.

cz its a reli nt bad for me d^^

i hv no take any tuition.

no listening to teachers..

playing,cit-cating wif RAF,lazy,dumbing,dating~LOL.

SO,seriously,im proud for myself!

HAHA.


sumppl said,i suppose to get better achivemnt den this.

YAH,maybe i will.

but i did nt regret on wat i done or wat i waste when tat skul life.

at least i hv a JOYFUL,HAPPINESS,PLAYING,CRAZYing secondary skul life in my memories.

=)


umm,how bout those old ppl thking?

their child DROP soo muxh.

compared wif my PMR 8As.

yah,surely,they will talking BAds behind me.

discussing their OWN guessing.

WELL~..keep it on as u all like.

jus,DONT talk infront me.i will ''fight till d end''..HAHA

anywhr,yes,im so ssorry if mades u all DISSAPONITED.


yah..thts all~

achieve a certificate wif all CREDITs and my level of status is lvling up.

i will add muxh hardwork and do till the best for d coming future U life.


jax will keep it on!

SMILE. :)


.

gosh.

LuLz..

2mlw 11/3/2010

SPM tht over 3 months ago result is comin out!

THS period im working sleeping resting shopping netting

TOTALLY forget of SPM ths 3 words in mind.

suddently heard about ''SPM'' last week.

and is about its result is coming out.

WHAT?!

OH,GOSH.

jus a word in my mind.

D.I.E!

its continuosly remind me how HELL i doing the exam last time.

it was really bad.

the DEWAN's environment really drive me BLANK + HOT + MOODY + nervousing = CINCAI DO?

i keep avoid minding it.



and..FINALLY,the DAY was here.

and,YES.i will face it!


powerful GOD,
imma always hv ur blessing!


(noMATTER)-grrr joyce. how bad d result i will take it.



yes.i promised.

没信心

阿弥陀佛

阿弥陀佛

阿弥陀佛....

我的妈!剩下最后三天了..

我的脸该怎么摆就靠那区区的一张纸了..

拜托..成绩不要太丢人现眼就ok了..

另类的感觉.

-

这种感觉很奇怪,很奥妙..

不是都分手了吗..

干嘛还会一直地想念着她?

还想一直讨她欢心..

怎么还怕她呢?!

听她说想念我,我会觉得快飞起来?

脑袋里一直都是怀念的那一天..

心里想的也是将来临的那一天..



我这是干嘛..

在想什么呀..

疯了吗..



白痴,你不能再伤了她的心！




坚固!..一定要坚固!!



...

超棒的一天! [和你一起]

-

真希望雨能下不停,路能走不完......


也许咱们都知道..酱的时光剩下不多..



不管了,抛下了,不再在乎了..
就只想约你出来见个面..


好好拥有你剩下的这一段时间..




忘记了有多久的我们,没像今天这个样子了.


走着每一条我们最熟悉来来去去过的小路.


仿佛回到了回忆里的点点滴滴耶..


很有feel~耶!!

:)

对不起哦,

[不能握的手],到最后还是握了哦..

再没办法克制...

也许担心你过马路不看车吧~哈哈





除了那白色领带,


你送我的...生日礼物么 ..


真的让我心跳快得吓死了,呼吸很有困难耶..

简直就呆著了...

...

今天感觉超超超棒的!!

很有糖份的感觉.哈哈

不妄想什么..只希望你能永远永远记得我~ ♥

=^^=

老朋友,好久不见~

从小学失散了差不多五年了.

今天竟然在考车场所酱的环境遇到他..

他过来跟我打招呼,吓了我一跳..

他还是老样的..只是黑了些.

想讨他欢心,好想说他长高了,还是说不出..

因为,他还是''老样子''..X:


上课时,我还悄悄地注意到五年了,他对他那支笔芯笔的执着还是没有改掉耶!!

浅青色 pilot 那只.

小学几年时,他曾告诉过我那支是他姐送他的生日礼物..

我对那支笔就是印象很深刻!!XD

没有错的话,从小学一年就开始用到现在的吧!!

哇蛇..酱太龟毛了啦!
还是我太会浪费了.. ??
考spm的时候,还偷偷去换一支新的叻! 呵呵..

还有一样style没变的,就是蛮hao lian的啦,吹大炮一流的.
behtahan~
谦虚的我能做的就配合他咯~哈哈..


这一整天下来,跟他聊了蛮多的.
曾经是一同在幼稚园到小学同班的老同学,
重叠了以往的回忆..
能够和他相遇,真的很开心..


保重吧,陈耀辉!!
-^^-

重见天日??~

-

today after sent bek the uniform,

i went to optic house :)

..AGAIN!!

cz only last month at thr do a new spec.

blackish one.bought jor only realise nt suiting me T.T

jz put aside lol heww

ths time,go thr challange ''CONTACT LENS'' pulak.weeep

walao.at thr half day crying the lens duwan enter my eyes!! >.<

saw LI FANG shows me so eassy she puts it on.

like wearing a shirt lidat easyy ngggNGG><

whhhyyy so hard for me???

i tuk lai tuk qu oso kenot one??

my both eyes red red duh.she oso fed up help me.
duwan hiu me,let me try myself bah.

i throw everythgs aside in mind

common,LET TIS BE THE LAST TRY!!

pulling the eys for the most biggest one..(never see my own eyes big lidat)zz

finger unhearted one pressed inside!

....
it WORKED boh! woohoox sucess!

1st 1st got bit ''spicy'' felt eh...

den blur blur one.

and,awhile is okay liao! clear clear!

...CHEER!

lol.rm20 1 pair for 1 month nia.

izit worth?

WHO CARES??

ths is my 1st try to wear on a contact lens.
my 1st time go out wifout my nooby spec since long ago.
it is a very worth for me! :O


thrfore,i felt like i 重见天日lidat lol!
...
20 bucks to buy bek my both eyes~
WAHAHA.
x)


now i sked everytime i wan go out oso hv to spent HOURS to put contact lens on..zzz!
lidat jiu sweat ler!
...~

TIME FOR REST.

-[16/12/2009 - 1/3/2010..]-



YES,torturing life was come to THE END!

today was my last day worked in HERO.

im soooo exited since last nite..XD

every stuff saw me and bye bye lai bye bye qu~

still wan me treat them eat pizza.!!

no brain.so mani ppl,how to treat??

lazy hiu them lor~XD''

ths periods is really suffer alots..

so,workmates,u all take care bah!!
im leaving!
see u all soon :)

it is now the time gv me to hv a real rest for recovering.
finding my soul bek
..
still some days to get SPM result liao,

hv to arrange my new stage of life start from now..

dun wanna waste time though a second!

wan do what faster go do bah!!!
:x


jax:D

好久不见.还是好朋友.

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★


过了一段时间,
大概都冷清下来了吧..
那天开始,我放肆地让工作冲昏了头.



我是不舍得,不甘心吗...
可是我真的还深爱他吗?
面对着握紧了又放开的手..
我们还是到了一开始预料里的分岔路口。



爱情干涉太多是困禁,
沟通太少却是疏离
或许真的吧...
失去了,才懂得真正去珍惜..


这几天很高兴能与你重逢.. ♥
抛下了沉重的负担,
你我都松了一口气吧.


属于我们之间的点点滴滴..
就让它永远埋葬在回忆里吧。
我们一起期待那奋不顾身地为对方守候的那一天吧！！



♥-♥

生日快乐!

超往常!!
超空虚!!

今天一直提醒自己说
今天是本少爷生日耶..
不知干嘛的..哈哈
是硬要伪装笑脸地渡过今天吧？告诉自己就算多辛苦,多累..
也要笑着过!!


不预所料..工作夥伴没有一个人记得,
我也没有想告诉别人的念头..就让时间带着过吧.


后来放工后,累累地开了手机..

听见kath send 的生日歌录音..

很惊讶还有人还会唱生日歌给我听.

心想也就够了.多谢啦.

累死了,刚好12am...生日完毕!
睡觉!明天又要过个最美好的一天!


:D

18th times reborn.

12.oo am,27 FEB 2010!!





祝贺我自己生日快乐!!





18岁了耶!!..好难相信!!..





还好像小孩子酱..呵呵!!











1992,我学会张开了双眼





1993,我庆祝了第一次的生日..





1994..第二次





1998,妈妈要我在幼儿园里留下美好回忆,无知无知的在哪里渡过了^^.





2005,开始会用电话了,在信息里渡过..

2006,都不跟家人庆祝了.妈妈说我长大了,不需要蛋糕了..

2007,与整堆朋友们一起..寿星公永远被作弄的..XD





2008,与暗恋的女生一起渡过美好时光..





2009,有女朋友陪了.还做了生日蛋糕给我吃..<3




而今年呢..超烂的!
竟然得在还剩下最后三天的工作环境下默默独自渡过!!
死不死,生日又要 full-shift...
不过感觉也不差啦..又没人能约..
约人,人家以为我要跟他讨礼物都跑光光了吧..
在家里闷闷闲着..不如给他累个折抵吧..
还没试过"最累的生日"叻..^^



难得一年一次的生日愿望是必要的吧..
...
SPM 第一咯..第二,上大学的事不再让大人们操心咯.
第三蛤..原第四和第五的愿望成真!!


xD~<33

..

DAYs in HER'o'.

-:

nearly 70 days worked as a cashier in hero..

i never blif i can tahan till ths long.

since from the beginning,my frend told me tht work at thr will be a suffer.

morever,for me,d only one chinese cashier~

and the hyper long working time..

plus the some unfriendly supervisor..

TIRED! and always : wanna quit.

maybe is the various type of custormer bah..

gt serious one..
always rushing one..
funniest one.
friendly one.
cutest one.
hate touching receipt one LOL
(preety one) XD
altough annoying one.

mani old custormer tht i will never forgotten loh..
thr are mostly soo funnY!..haha.
have fun scan their thgs..
and everytime i see those face den i knw wat they will always bought d XD
and many of them rmb my name too..
always call me.
den,i will always teasing bek them..
haha..


"NEPAL's THE BEST!"
haha..everytime i went toilet i saw ths word on the wall LOL.
gagaga...thr are reli fun and hard to communicate too!
LOL..so,we planned.
they teached me theire language..i teached them my language!
HAHA.it reli works LOL!
some of them knw how to write their chinese name and sings our CNY songs!XD
haha,wat i learnt?
lol..most of them open mouth jer is dirty word loh ..how to learn?
HAHA.a only one good word i leant is.
"DONG XHI"!..hope it is correctly.
dong xhi is brother..good brother!
every DONG XHI nepal frens,salah salah to u all!
XDXD.
some name i wish i can remember from here..

SANJAY
DHILIP
FAIZ
BHAMA ;)

u all is my best NEPAL DONG XHI ever!! X)



if u ask me wat worth worked in the HERO?
not the salary how high..
but is the experince and the time at thr.
ths duration reli teached me alot how to face various kind of humanity.
and i felt myself is improved alot.
ths experience wil lead me to the way of sucess in my financual road in latar!

:)

sing.

-today an offday.

went sing sing k wit my 2 best frens.

sing alots.
eat alots and,
fun alots too

3 ppl in one room for nearly 5 hours is reli can let u sings till soo satisfied loh.
i go thr jus shouting2 syok nia lah..
these days is like a corpse lidat..
everyday moody..
hear d teeet teeet teeeet sound oso hear die me d
....so,scream the stress out :O


KATkat sings so nice.
her voice is reli mostly HAO TING and reli made me...
made me... .
wanna fall in love.
wahaha.so concerntrate hear she sings
no lie u de,is reli nice..
wishing her gambateh here.wanna see her soon shiny inside the tv :S
another one,JIMMY.
crazy fellow-suitest word to describe him.XD
wanna say him studies till crazy oso can,
say him sing crazily oso can..
he is obvious crazy!
the mic oso give him sing till no battery LOLxy..
sing wit him d ''peng you'' reli gt feel lol~
reminds myself need to appreciate ths frens..
and i pray to god,i dun wanna lose ths kind of fren in d future.

ppl said,frens nonid so mani,a few tht can reli makeheart de frens is enuf!
and,im glad im still gt KAT and JIMMY teman me today!!
muak muak..sek sai u2 XD


-fullfilled last offday-

有苦难言

放工回家洗完澡后,跟弟弟开开玩笑..

哪里知道给妈妈鸡婆的听到了..

直接立刻被中枪~

开始她一大堆的..''烦''

每次都是酱,她喜欢她说她的..不管有没有人在听,有没有人在意,还是...@^%#&@&!!

就让她说吧..每次说喘了自己就会停下的..都习惯了~

哪里知道,还是不够说..回到自己房间里,继续念给老爸听..

说话有够大声..又重复而重复地有够长..

隔着一道墙,我都能稍微听得到..

给了老爸很多她自以为然的猜测...很讨厌!

每一句都是说我的不是..像万把刀,一刀一刀切入心中

被自己的妈妈怀疑..冤枉..很伤心..加上稍微的生气..

有一点冲动就想跑过去解释..


算了,"解释"..在他们的眼里永远都是.."顶嘴","长大了","你变了"...


关于我的真相你们永远都不知道~你们永远只相信你们所猜想的..

妈,对不起,我有苦难言..你在我背后说的话,我会用行动来证明..


我也有对的时候..

14/2-大日子

wooohooo!
好日子.好日子!!


今天大年初一又是难得的情人节!!
双喜双喜!
情人节对我就免了~
带着满面春风过着这个好日子吧!

大清早就像以往起床拜拜去了...

合着手掌,os:保佑保佑呀



就只有这个大日子..所有亲朋好友都团聚起来了.

还真久没见到他们了,堂弟堂妹们都变了许多耶!

不再像以往那个样子,今年个个手里不再也拿着鞭炮,而是闹着玩电脑..

我做大大堂哥的,看着他们一年一年的变化..

他们真的长大了叻!

是我快变老了吧.才会这样想..哈哈



是经济不景气吧,今年红包真是少了些啦.不过过年的气氛一点儿也没减少过耶!

大吃大喝的,过年就是要这样嘛!!呵呵..恭喜恭喜哦!

eew 'ear eve :)

XDXD..my ahh goong!.





new year eve eat steamboat!




lolx..wat they duin duh?




walao! steamboat get burnt!

how i spent my off day?

-an off day-




-go dye hair-golden-choc

-go gai gai-SUMMIT

-new shoes-BLUE

-new wallet-Body Glove

-treat family eat new year STEAMBOAT-

_____________________________
total:RM 483
hehe..xD


...

人与人之间不同的意念?

ewww~


few days more wan new year loh,
hair is getting longer..and im wondering wanna cut it..it's taking a hard time to keep it long like ths..
wan cut? seriously,gt bit bu se de yeh~..LOL



TODAY hor..gt 2 customers commented on my hair lol..


one INDIAN UNCLE suddently said : "WOW,ur hairs look so nice lah,i like it.."^^

i smile smile~ ^^'''




after a moment,another MALAY AUNTY perli : "aikk,rambut u mcm BUNTUT ITIK lah..mandi ker x??'' >o<

i still smile smile~ =.="
ewww~~annoying,lazy choi her..continue '"teeeet..teeeet...teeet".:P


"u aunty,u knw wat"~haha.


by ths,can see tht diffrent ppl got diffrent way of view.

it is impossible to be perfect!



ARGHH!!soo,cut dun cut??

...zzz!!


-

''Biler mau Henti??''

:



''GAN~biler mau henti??''





''bila u mau henti arr?''





''BILER MAU HENTIIII???''
...




zzzz...only today i heard for 5 times..





izitt ths period i used to be contributed a loott for HERO? WAKAKA



maybe'em are not feeling sad tht i leaving..

jus only exited for the new one to take my place bah ler.


WELL,im nt like u all..whole life contribute for a small small''HERO''?? sooo sad.

i still hv a long JOURNEY to THE WEST to go on.
so,i will go on to achieve my dreams..

and,I WILL BE A HER'o'!xD
..


HERO jus a place for dropping by to take a nap nia..




REAL HERO will always exists! lets see!=p



-biler mau henti,sorry,hero never henti.



.

lifeless day!

;(


zzzz..


tired

tired...
TIRED!! !!



arhh! today work full shift ewwww!
from 7.30am to 10.30pm SAi!


NEARLY 15 HOURS LOLOLOL!!!

[OH hell,''Fishing'' torturing!! ]

PLUS, today WEEKENDS,more cham..

MOST beh tahan tht custormer..bought 3 trolly thgs den come my counter ==!!!
wanna faint scan his mountain thgs..
total payment : RM 1,008.55..
zzzz.!!
imagine!
....


AND THEN ,no long after LAGI one custormer..
total payment : RM 450 ++
stil ono problem lah~

WHO KNOWS..!!
see her use RM 1 lai pay..
450 all is 1 ringgit..zzzzzzzzzzzz
count DIE me..
serious,nearly past away tht time..
stupid one ==..
...


suffer alotts!
HERO's CASHIER IS NOT HUMAN DO DE!



-lifeless moment in hero.

1st resgin letter in life.

-




yeasterday get cheque,today sent resign letter!! :p

wat a cruel me..get salary liao jiu wan run ppl.hahax

still felt gt bit paiseh when handle the letter to ERA!.

since few days ago gt bit argueing wif ERA,made us a distance liao.



sorry,KAK ERA! >< i shouldn't mad at u.i knw u're always treat us all same.!


howeva,da letter is send to them liao.
now,waiting for approve lo..





working for LAST 22 days
byebye HERO!-my nightmare XD

-

SYOK-est moment in HERO!

-


WOOHOOOOoo!!~ xo

FINALLY,i get BACK how muxh i sacrifices in this such HELL long period for HERO~



" count $$,wash ''kain'',mopping floor,sent void item bek,run lai run qu like monkey,let custormer scold..AND still gv S.V liamm liamm cham cham,gv us black face seee~ " nggGG,nearly beh tahan!!




yet,for the first time,i holding ths cheque..with wroted
EMP's NAME: ''GAN CHEE OON''
DEPT SEC : CASHIER
NETT AMOUNT PAYMENT : $,$$$.$$

at the time,i hv jus sold all the hateness and revengefull to them bek liao

haha.

hahahaha...

MWAHAHAHA..xD!!!





WOHOOO! I GET MY FIRST SALARY !!!




although still hv to deduct ths deduct that lah~

is still fuking happy to receive ths,wateva as a reply or as a reward for me~

feeel WORTHfull,and THANK YOU,HERO!!! x)



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


-

DOUGHNUT's

-


a SUX WORKING day~


woke up -→ HERO -→ bought doughnut -→ HOME -→ sleep.


colourful RAINBOW DOUGHNUTs!..adding so muxh of COLOURs to my day!


felt soooo sWEEEEEEEEEEEET!..TT





- i ♥ DOUHNUTs!! -

...so,you want be my doughnuts?? :p



___________________________________________________

preparing for reborn.

-

____________________________________________________

"so..this is the WORLD ?? "

"25 days left."

.."im existing"..

____________________________________________________

jax will be a nice name for me :)

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