好久不见.还是好朋友.

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★


过了一段时间,
大概都冷清下来了吧..
那天开始,我放肆地让工作冲昏了头.



我是不舍得,不甘心吗...
可是我真的还深爱他吗?
面对着握紧了又放开的手..
我们还是到了一开始预料里的分岔路口。



爱情干涉太多是困禁,
沟通太少却是疏离
或许真的吧...
失去了,才懂得真正去珍惜..


这几天很高兴能与你重逢.. ♥
抛下了沉重的负担,
你我都松了一口气吧.


属于我们之间的点点滴滴..
就让它永远埋葬在回忆里吧。
我们一起期待那奋不顾身地为对方守候的那一天吧！！



♥-♥

生日快乐!

超往常!!
超空虚!!

今天一直提醒自己说
今天是本少爷生日耶..
不知干嘛的..哈哈
是硬要伪装笑脸地渡过今天吧？告诉自己就算多辛苦,多累..
也要笑着过!!


不预所料..工作夥伴没有一个人记得,
我也没有想告诉别人的念头..就让时间带着过吧.


后来放工后,累累地开了手机..

听见kath send 的生日歌录音..

很惊讶还有人还会唱生日歌给我听.

心想也就够了.多谢啦.

累死了,刚好12am...生日完毕!
睡觉!明天又要过个最美好的一天!


:D

18th times reborn.

12.oo am,27 FEB 2010!!





祝贺我自己生日快乐!!





18岁了耶!!..好难相信!!..





还好像小孩子酱..呵呵!!











1992,我学会张开了双眼





1993,我庆祝了第一次的生日..





1994..第二次





1998,妈妈要我在幼儿园里留下美好回忆,无知无知的在哪里渡过了^^.





2005,开始会用电话了,在信息里渡过..

2006,都不跟家人庆祝了.妈妈说我长大了,不需要蛋糕了..

2007,与整堆朋友们一起..寿星公永远被作弄的..XD





2008,与暗恋的女生一起渡过美好时光..





2009,有女朋友陪了.还做了生日蛋糕给我吃..<3




而今年呢..超烂的!
竟然得在还剩下最后三天的工作环境下默默独自渡过!!
死不死,生日又要 full-shift...
不过感觉也不差啦..又没人能约..
约人,人家以为我要跟他讨礼物都跑光光了吧..
在家里闷闷闲着..不如给他累个折抵吧..
还没试过"最累的生日"叻..^^



难得一年一次的生日愿望是必要的吧..
...
SPM 第一咯..第二,上大学的事不再让大人们操心咯.
第三蛤..原第四和第五的愿望成真!!


xD~<33

..

DAYs in HER'o'.

-:

nearly 70 days worked as a cashier in hero..

i never blif i can tahan till ths long.

since from the beginning,my frend told me tht work at thr will be a suffer.

morever,for me,d only one chinese cashier~

and the hyper long working time..

plus the some unfriendly supervisor..

TIRED! and always : wanna quit.

maybe is the various type of custormer bah..

gt serious one..
always rushing one..
funniest one.
friendly one.
cutest one.
hate touching receipt one LOL
(preety one) XD
altough annoying one.

mani old custormer tht i will never forgotten loh..
thr are mostly soo funnY!..haha.
have fun scan their thgs..
and everytime i see those face den i knw wat they will always bought d XD
and many of them rmb my name too..
always call me.
den,i will always teasing bek them..
haha..


"NEPAL's THE BEST!"
haha..everytime i went toilet i saw ths word on the wall LOL.
gagaga...thr are reli fun and hard to communicate too!
LOL..so,we planned.
they teached me theire language..i teached them my language!
HAHA.it reli works LOL!
some of them knw how to write their chinese name and sings our CNY songs!XD
haha,wat i learnt?
lol..most of them open mouth jer is dirty word loh ..how to learn?
HAHA.a only one good word i leant is.
"DONG XHI"!..hope it is correctly.
dong xhi is brother..good brother!
every DONG XHI nepal frens,salah salah to u all!
XDXD.
some name i wish i can remember from here..

SANJAY
DHILIP
FAIZ
BHAMA ;)

u all is my best NEPAL DONG XHI ever!! X)



if u ask me wat worth worked in the HERO?
not the salary how high..
but is the experince and the time at thr.
ths duration reli teached me alot how to face various kind of humanity.
and i felt myself is improved alot.
ths experience wil lead me to the way of sucess in my financual road in latar!

:)

sing.

-today an offday.

went sing sing k wit my 2 best frens.

sing alots.
eat alots and,
fun alots too

3 ppl in one room for nearly 5 hours is reli can let u sings till soo satisfied loh.
i go thr jus shouting2 syok nia lah..
these days is like a corpse lidat..
everyday moody..
hear d teeet teeet teeeet sound oso hear die me d
....so,scream the stress out :O


KATkat sings so nice.
her voice is reli mostly HAO TING and reli made me...
made me... .
wanna fall in love.
wahaha.so concerntrate hear she sings
no lie u de,is reli nice..
wishing her gambateh here.wanna see her soon shiny inside the tv :S
another one,JIMMY.
crazy fellow-suitest word to describe him.XD
wanna say him studies till crazy oso can,
say him sing crazily oso can..
he is obvious crazy!
the mic oso give him sing till no battery LOLxy..
sing wit him d ''peng you'' reli gt feel lol~
reminds myself need to appreciate ths frens..
and i pray to god,i dun wanna lose ths kind of fren in d future.

ppl said,frens nonid so mani,a few tht can reli makeheart de frens is enuf!
and,im glad im still gt KAT and JIMMY teman me today!!
muak muak..sek sai u2 XD


-fullfilled last offday-

有苦难言

放工回家洗完澡后,跟弟弟开开玩笑..

哪里知道给妈妈鸡婆的听到了..

直接立刻被中枪~

开始她一大堆的..''烦''

每次都是酱,她喜欢她说她的..不管有没有人在听,有没有人在意,还是...@^%#&@&!!

就让她说吧..每次说喘了自己就会停下的..都习惯了~

哪里知道,还是不够说..回到自己房间里,继续念给老爸听..

说话有够大声..又重复而重复地有够长..

隔着一道墙,我都能稍微听得到..

给了老爸很多她自以为然的猜测...很讨厌!

每一句都是说我的不是..像万把刀,一刀一刀切入心中

被自己的妈妈怀疑..冤枉..很伤心..加上稍微的生气..

有一点冲动就想跑过去解释..


算了,"解释"..在他们的眼里永远都是.."顶嘴","长大了","你变了"...


关于我的真相你们永远都不知道~你们永远只相信你们所猜想的..

妈,对不起,我有苦难言..你在我背后说的话,我会用行动来证明..


我也有对的时候..

14/2-大日子

wooohooo!
好日子.好日子!!


今天大年初一又是难得的情人节!!
双喜双喜!
情人节对我就免了~
带着满面春风过着这个好日子吧!

大清早就像以往起床拜拜去了...

合着手掌,os:保佑保佑呀



就只有这个大日子..所有亲朋好友都团聚起来了.

还真久没见到他们了,堂弟堂妹们都变了许多耶!

不再像以往那个样子,今年个个手里不再也拿着鞭炮,而是闹着玩电脑..

我做大大堂哥的,看着他们一年一年的变化..

他们真的长大了叻!

是我快变老了吧.才会这样想..哈哈



是经济不景气吧,今年红包真是少了些啦.不过过年的气氛一点儿也没减少过耶!

大吃大喝的,过年就是要这样嘛!!呵呵..恭喜恭喜哦!

eew 'ear eve :)

XDXD..my ahh goong!.





new year eve eat steamboat!




lolx..wat they duin duh?




walao! steamboat get burnt!

how i spent my off day?

-an off day-




-go dye hair-golden-choc

-go gai gai-SUMMIT

-new shoes-BLUE

-new wallet-Body Glove

-treat family eat new year STEAMBOAT-

_____________________________
total:RM 483
hehe..xD


...

人与人之间不同的意念?

ewww~


few days more wan new year loh,
hair is getting longer..and im wondering wanna cut it..it's taking a hard time to keep it long like ths..
wan cut? seriously,gt bit bu se de yeh~..LOL



TODAY hor..gt 2 customers commented on my hair lol..


one INDIAN UNCLE suddently said : "WOW,ur hairs look so nice lah,i like it.."^^

i smile smile~ ^^'''




after a moment,another MALAY AUNTY perli : "aikk,rambut u mcm BUNTUT ITIK lah..mandi ker x??'' >o<

i still smile smile~ =.="
ewww~~annoying,lazy choi her..continue '"teeeet..teeeet...teeet".:P


"u aunty,u knw wat"~haha.


by ths,can see tht diffrent ppl got diffrent way of view.

it is impossible to be perfect!



ARGHH!!soo,cut dun cut??

...zzz!!


-

''Biler mau Henti??''

:



''GAN~biler mau henti??''





''bila u mau henti arr?''





''BILER MAU HENTIIII???''
...




zzzz...only today i heard for 5 times..





izitt ths period i used to be contributed a loott for HERO? WAKAKA



maybe'em are not feeling sad tht i leaving..

jus only exited for the new one to take my place bah ler.


WELL,im nt like u all..whole life contribute for a small small''HERO''?? sooo sad.

i still hv a long JOURNEY to THE WEST to go on.
so,i will go on to achieve my dreams..

and,I WILL BE A HER'o'!xD
..


HERO jus a place for dropping by to take a nap nia..




REAL HERO will always exists! lets see!=p



-biler mau henti,sorry,hero never henti.



.

lifeless day!

;(


zzzz..


tired

tired...
TIRED!! !!



arhh! today work full shift ewwww!
from 7.30am to 10.30pm SAi!


NEARLY 15 HOURS LOLOLOL!!!

[OH hell,''Fishing'' torturing!! ]

PLUS, today WEEKENDS,more cham..

MOST beh tahan tht custormer..bought 3 trolly thgs den come my counter ==!!!
wanna faint scan his mountain thgs..
total payment : RM 1,008.55..
zzzz.!!
imagine!
....


AND THEN ,no long after LAGI one custormer..
total payment : RM 450 ++
stil ono problem lah~

WHO KNOWS..!!
see her use RM 1 lai pay..
450 all is 1 ringgit..zzzzzzzzzzzz
count DIE me..
serious,nearly past away tht time..
stupid one ==..
...


suffer alotts!
HERO's CASHIER IS NOT HUMAN DO DE!



-lifeless moment in hero.

1st resgin letter in life.

-




yeasterday get cheque,today sent resign letter!! :p

wat a cruel me..get salary liao jiu wan run ppl.hahax

still felt gt bit paiseh when handle the letter to ERA!.

since few days ago gt bit argueing wif ERA,made us a distance liao.



sorry,KAK ERA! >< i shouldn't mad at u.i knw u're always treat us all same.!


howeva,da letter is send to them liao.
now,waiting for approve lo..





working for LAST 22 days
byebye HERO!-my nightmare XD

-

SYOK-est moment in HERO!

-


WOOHOOOOoo!!~ xo

FINALLY,i get BACK how muxh i sacrifices in this such HELL long period for HERO~



" count $$,wash ''kain'',mopping floor,sent void item bek,run lai run qu like monkey,let custormer scold..AND still gv S.V liamm liamm cham cham,gv us black face seee~ " nggGG,nearly beh tahan!!




yet,for the first time,i holding ths cheque..with wroted
EMP's NAME: ''GAN CHEE OON''
DEPT SEC : CASHIER
NETT AMOUNT PAYMENT : $,$$$.$$

at the time,i hv jus sold all the hateness and revengefull to them bek liao

haha.

hahahaha...

MWAHAHAHA..xD!!!





WOHOOO! I GET MY FIRST SALARY !!!




although still hv to deduct ths deduct that lah~

is still fuking happy to receive ths,wateva as a reply or as a reward for me~

feeel WORTHfull,and THANK YOU,HERO!!! x)



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


-

DOUGHNUT's

-


a SUX WORKING day~


woke up -→ HERO -→ bought doughnut -→ HOME -→ sleep.


colourful RAINBOW DOUGHNUTs!..adding so muxh of COLOURs to my day!


felt soooo sWEEEEEEEEEEEET!..TT





- i ♥ DOUHNUTs!! -

...so,you want be my doughnuts?? :p



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preparing for reborn.

-

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"so..this is the WORLD ?? "

"25 days left."

.."im existing"..

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jax will be a nice name for me :)

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